Person’s Story

Hey Sawyer, Love that you are doing this. I just recently went through a break up. I found out my boyfriend of 2 years met a girl on Bumble 6 months ago. He never said a word. I found out on my own...obviously shocked. In the height of covid they snuck off to a cabin in the woods. heres some words i put together. He’s a big fisherman, surfer, boats man from Newport Beach loves the sea. So i titled it the sea. But you do you. Just wanted to give you some of my words. We had just bought land together to build a dream home. Thats why the reference to land . here you go...

I FOUND OUT ABOUT HER… YOU NEVER SAID A WORD… WE HAD THE SUN, THE SEA, WE SWAM UNDER THE MOON. THE TRAVELS WERE FUN. BUT MY MEMORIES ARE BLURRED . WHY COULDN’T YOU SAY WHAT YOU NEEDED TO… I WAS HONEST, I WAS TRUE . IM STILL UNCLEAR AS TO WHEN I LOST YOU… AND I LOST YOU… MY WALL WAS UP…IT WAS TALL IT WAS STRONG. YOU BROKE IT DOWN. THOSE HANDS THAT WERE ROUGH BECAME SO SOFT. YOU LOVE THE SEA… SO MUCH MORE THAN ME. I WILL WAIT… I WILL LEARN. IM STILL UNCLEAR WHEN IT TOOK THE TURN. LOVE MY WAY ITS A NEW ROAD. IS THE LAST SONG I REMEMBER WITH YOU. THE LAND WE SHARED WITH DREAMS OF HOPE. I CAN SEE IT FROM HERE WHY THE LAND.. WHY THE LIES. YOU WILL NOT STOP MY LAUGH BUT MY HEART STILL CRIES. THE ROAD IS FOGGY BUT I SEE CLEAR. YOU MADE ME REMEMBER HOW MUCH I LOVE THE SEA… AND HOW IT IS PART OF ME. I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO THANK YOU FOR BUT FOR REMEMBERING HOW MUCH I LOVE THE SEA.

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I found out about her

You never said a word

You kept this a secret

Broke My heart into pieces

And now were just strangers

My memories are blurred

Like a drunken a night

When did this go wrong

Or was I always blind

I was honest I was true

Still unclear if I or did I ever even have you

Did I ever even have you, have you, have you

Did I ever even have you

We had the sun

And we swam in the sea

Under the moon the tides starting to turn unexpectedly

I am going down down down down down

But your staying up up up up up

You’re here but you’re really somewhere else

I can tell that you know you messed up